Tuesday 22 December 2009

On Her Knee




auch.
I dropped my Ice cream,
you picked it up anyway.

damn!
I broke the lamp,
but you cleaned it up.

I forgot the textbook,
and you found it on time in giving it to me
while the distance is far enough to make you exhausted.

My grade dropped like a stock in Dowjones,
and you cheer me up
Found me a hope
that gathered Just in time when I lost the hope.

The girls came in
The new part in my life

I began to share about her
talking about her all the time without paying attention to you.

The girl now is stepping out
breaking my heart
like a breeze smashing the rocks in the seashore.

Broken-hearted person. Feel alone and not realizing,
you were still there.

Now I have stepped out from the 15 year-old-bond named education
You were the first one to hug me,
But I rather throwing a party with my friend.

Now I am working.
getting arrogant.
Busy
and easily angry.

Not letting her entering the hectic-business-world.
without realizing, she is still making me a meals.
breakfast.

Now.
In the night
I heard her praying for me.

I can't hear properly and clearly.
But that moment
when she on her knee
in the middle of light-less room.
she asked God to bless me and to protect me.

It is common for the believer family.
But for me...

That is the greatest moment I've ever seen in my life.
I can ask no more to God.


I love you
Mom.