Guess who..

you are sitting at your desk .
seeing the wall. blank. and confused.

the desk lamp is not that shining.
heart beat is going wild.

pulsing your mind.
Your mind is stuck.

You are now in the middle of nowhere.
Standing alone in the middle of intersection.
An intersection of life.

actually, its natural .
natural to be frustrated. natural to be stuck-minded.

clap your hand.
Open up your mind-like what Jason said to me.

look at your side.
Someone is waiting.

waiting from the beginning of your frustrating day.
awaiting to be called.
and to be asked : Could you help me?

You had spent all of your day.
struggling with your own strength.
Dragging yourself out of problem-zone.

You think you are a Lion.
brave and strong.
Though, you are only human.
prone and fragile.

so ask other human.
Similarity means equality.
They are human after all.

Someone that is standing beside you all time is not a human.
well He was a human once.

you don't need to pay anything,
ask anything,
or beg for anything.

all you have to do, is just asking.
"Could you help me?"




Who is that Man?
Guess Who..

Day -doing

Waking.

Praying.

Starving.

Eating.

Showering.

Clearing.

Finishing.

Going.

Working.

Replying.

Sending.

Receiving.

Eating.

Meeting.

Homing.

Resting.

Chatting.

Praying.

Sleeping.

Dreaming.

braveman.

walking on the road..
listening to the old folks singing an old song.

drinking a cup of coffee.
watching the lady bringing the news
in the magic box full of color.

Looks prone, old and lame.

But in my point of view,
He is no less than the bravest warrior I've ever seen.

Midas King know how to turn piece of cake in to a piece of Benjamin.
But he don't know how to turn a sad feeling into a great feeling.

Now, who is the champ?
working eight to five. earn a bowl of rice.
exhausted. depressed. and frustrated.
He is not turning a cup of water into a shining gold.
He is not turning a piece of cake into a Benjamin sheet.

No, not at all.

But he is turning me into a better person.
He is turning me to be money maker.
a lover.

He is just struggling against the world, just to make me survive.
He is not the king of the world.
But he is willing to fight against the king of the world for my sake.

no, not the hero from an old books legends.
But he swore to beat any single hero that might hurt me.

He is not Jesus
nor His fellow's


He is just an ordinary man.
He is not anything.

He is my dad.

Balloons...

down to earth
still firmly grip the balloons

No I won't loose it
it is my fundamentals of dream.

Do you have the dream?

Actually, i trapped in the mist of doubtful mind.
I am not supposed to let go the balloons.

The balloons is still in my hand.
and I won't let it go.

Uplink always push me to be gave-up-er
not to be the winner.

Environment makes it simple and wrong.
upside down the facts
to let go the balloons.


Once my hand loose it,
I will be one of the hippies in the 80's

not having the fundamentals
no, they do have the fundamentals

their fundamentals is to always change your fundamentals

do not misjudge this words.
do not loose the balloons

Because
the balloons
is


Faith.

Queen of Empathy

Cheerful

An Idea getter
and the lady of mood-maker.

multi-tasking person,
and proven skills of inspiring others.

Eager to be a queen
Queen of empathy

Share your though
and she will load you up with a hundreds way of new thinking

share your problem
and she will point out several ways of solution



I have known her for several years.

bonding a relationship with an imagination,
She likes story.
A great author.
J.K's admirer.


Her smiles is warm
sunshine is her match.

She is wise.
no wiser than the old man wearing half-moon glass in Hogwarts.
but she is wise.

Younger and I can not beat the maturity she had in her rainbow personality.

I wish and I do hope, she will always be around.
simply, to cheer me and others.

Bring us to the new stage of happiness.

I thank her.

half spoon of support in a cup of sadness

doubt and confuse

I Greet her nicely with a face that full of hope.

I hope it is really hopeful.

She smiled, and I recognized something sad in her heart.

covered perfectly in beauty and shiny face


Friends around her and laugh with her..
yet,
she is still burdened by indecisive situation.

some people ask her to choose a tough option,
others suggest her to be super-straight..

superwoman is super-straight,
her, is not that straight..

it is a normal feeling, yet she feels something less than that..

Type anything that will relieve her,
walk alone in long road of doubt.

She needs someone to share,
not someone to scold her.

someone to give an input
not someone to put an extra grief.

She had chosen a tough option.
I do believe that she will get through all of this.

and soon will be converted in to a fully grown lady.
And I will be the first one to smile at her.

Korem GKI Muara Karang

It's been years since the first time I came to our church.

Back then, I was just an ordinary child waiting to be seen and watched.
immature and hoping for something new in this world.

The first step I came to this church , then everything was upside down.
Meanwhile outside the church i was just normal kid, but in this church, I mean, people in this church put a faith in me and believe that I was special in some certain way.

In here, I was raised from nothing to something.

From antisocial to loving person.
From childish person into a fully grown man.

I put my faith and believe that this is God's purpose to place me in this fellowship.

I am not saying that this is the best church in the world.

But if there is someone..anyone.. ask me the proper words to describe my church,
I would say,

This is the best thing ever happened to me in my life.